making myself nervous,
doing things I easliy get nervous about,
having arrhythmia again,
fighting with OCD,
taking psychiatric medicine,
thinking about de*th,
STOP! These are so unhealthy! Life shouldn't be like this.
so tired, I feel my heartbeat getting difficult.....so exhausted...
Lying down, I could have done that, since I have those pills,
but I know that day shouldn't be my place to call.
Maybe a rehab could help.
this is indeed a lousy post in the begining of 2009.
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