Sleepless in.....Sydney

for these years,
all i want is a nice sleep,
wake up satisfyingly and energetically.

without the trouble falling asleep,
without my brain too active while it's 2 am,
without waking up at 5.30 when I just sleep at 1.30

counting down the days, counting down the pills I have...
can I resist that?
sleeping independently?

what a small, but extravagant hope.